Friday, June 12, 2015

about monsters and mirrors.


Hello Friends! 
 
I'm in a bit of a foul mood today so I'll apologize in advance, but not for what I'm about to say. 

I’ve been seeing more and more stories in the news that just make my head spin. Sharks swimming in “residential backyards” and bears getting “too close” to children in quiet neighborhoods. However, the news is incredibly biased and one sided. No one mentions that the “residential backyard” the shark is swimming in is actually nothing more than a house that backs up onto a naturally formed ocean or that the child on the bike willingly followed the bear in order to get a good look at it. We seem to have forgotten that long before houses were built on the seaside, roads were paved and trees were chopped down to make room for us humans that animals have been here long before us.

In society today you hear a lot about “invasive species” that need to have their numbers reduced so that they don’t take over other environments and wipe out other species. However, no one takes notice of the most invasive and dangerous species that spreads and increases every year without much of a threat against them: humans. We’re the most invasive species. We move into an area and completely destroy all natural aspects around it. We chop down trees and pour asphalt over dirt and grass. We pollute water and air while “innovating” and “creating a better world” to live in. We willingly kill other species for sport and display their bodies like trophies.

When people’s actions become diabolical you often hear phrases such as “he/she’s an animal” or “they’re acting like animals” but this couldn’t be further from the truth. In the wild animals kill to survive, but in the world that we created we kill for fun.

People are capable of unimaginable cruelty to each other and any/every other species. We really don’t discriminate, at least when it comes to who we hurt. We abuse domestic animals in our own households and hunt wild animals to extinction all to prove that we’re the dominant species and for what? Does it make you feel better about yourself when you abuse a trusting animal? One that looks to you for food, water, shelter and love? Does it make you feel more empowered that an animal who's completely dependent on you for everything can bleed and cry because of your actions?

People aren’t animals, they’re monsters. They’re everything you grew up fearing in the dark and so much more. They kill, they lie, they destroy and worst of all they enjoy it and breed simply to teach future generations to do the same. If you’re looking for the most invasive species in the world that needs to be reduced look no further than your own mirror. 

See you soon friends, 

 Lynn

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

about encounters of the uncomfortable kind.


Hello Friends, this is a more serious blog post than normal. 

Tonight I had an uncomfortable encounter with a stranger out in public, as you do, as an awkward, socially inept, homebody. Whenever one of these “encounters” occurs my basic response is to smile and laugh it off. Now, I know I’m not alone in doing this but I don’t know why this is the body’s basic go-to reaction to the unknown. Normally I have a pretty good read on the people who I meet out and about. I can get a "good vibe" or a "bad vibe" from them and proceed from there. Tonight I encountered a man who I definitely got a "bad vibe" from. Something was off and he made me feel very uncomfortable. Of course, my first reaction was to be polite, kindly answer his questions and listen to his ramblings with some nods and short (“Yeah.” “Oh, that’s not good.”) responses but after a few minutes I really just wanted to get away from him. Now this is where I get completely baffled.

In my head I’m saying all of the things I want to say out loud (“If you touch me I’ll rip your hand off and feed it to you.” “If you keep looking at me like that I will set you on fire.” etc.) but my outward appearance is frozen in that stupid accepting smile and I just want to know WHY.

Why am I so worried about showing my true feelings to a complete stranger?
Am I worried that I’m overreacting to a seemingly harmless encounter? Perhaps.
Am I worried about what he and everyone around me will think? Possibly but if he’s really as much of a perverted creep as I think he is I really don’t care what his opinion of me is.

It makes me angry, like insanely furious. I’m angry at myself for not trusting my gut reaction enough to say “Okay, I’ve had enough and this is going to stop” and actually voicing my discomfort. More importantly I’m angry at this person for making me feel this way and putting me in this situation in the first place. We all share space on this planet and it makes me livid that some people feel they can intimidate others in a shared, public space and get away with it. I’m sure I’m not the only person this man has singled out and made to feel like their skin was crawling. What gives him and all others like him the audacity to act that way in public? Why should they be allowed to prey on people without facing consequences or being confronted?

I feel like this happens a lot and maybe not always just to women. If you watch the infamous Sam Pepper YouTube videos the one thing most people talk about is how uncomfortable the women seem but that they still continue to laugh or smile so they don’t LOOK as upset as they actually are. WHY do we do this?

Why do our bodies betray us this way? Is it because deep down we still believe there’s good in everyone and we don’t want to jump to the worst-case scenario when there could be another possible explanation?

I don’t know the answers to these questions but I wish I did. I wish there was a switch I could turn on just for those “bad vibe people” so they would realize I’m not just going to stand by and smile when they make me uncomfortable. Maybe it will stop them from making others feel this way in the future. That’s something I can at least work on. 
Rant over. 

Stay strong. 
See you soon friends,

Lynn